this could be the last ever practice i ever had with this team… i’m not ready for it to end…. am i the only one that feels that way?
Great, my dads not talking to me now.
He’s acting like i did something totally wrong. He acted like i committed a crime or something.
I didn’t play today in my last regular season game…ever, all because of the fact that i didn’t get there til 4:30 because i had a fucking ap exam that started late. That’s my fault there was nothing i could do. I told him not to say anything to my coach, and he got mad. and then he got madder because i didn’t say anything. what am i suppose to say? she’s the coach i’m not. I had no control over anything that happened today.
now my grandparents are here and i am suppose to act all cheery? how am i suppose to do that when today has sucked
it’s always because i need to get over you. For once it’s not that. For the FIRST time ever it’s not that. It’s because you don’t care anymore. It’s because i know our friendship is just going to end, and i’m going to be the one that’s going to be upset not you. I’m sorry i don’t want that to happen.
Tonight on the Opry Carrie Underwood covered Alan Jackson’s “Remember When.” Seriously, the girl can sing anything! So beautiful!!!
(via leavingtwisted)
Source: musical-fairytales
the season is going to be done soon….and i don’t know what i’m going to do when it is.
Today sucked, but it was also good.
i do have the greatest team ever…and i love them all.
but i can’t believe this season is ending so soon, i didn’t think senior night was going to come so quick.
i just want to keep crying
the only time we ever talk anymore is through twitter… i think that bugs me the most, because i miss out stupid conversations we used to have… i’m worried our friendship won’t last much longer but there is nothing i can really do about it. I’m just letting it play out on it’s own and that’s all i can really do.
i hope you come tomorrow night just so i can see you… if not i know i’ll see you friday. i just hate how much everything has changed. you have other people you care about now, and i’m getting used to it… i just miss our old friendship sometimes.

